Who do people turn to?

So this past Friday my clutch finally went on me. Its a big repair and I'm trying to do what I can to not have to borrow money from anyone. But what is out there to help those that have been clawing their way out of issues they have had hovering over them for years. I know there are tons of support groups out there for all sorts of things, but there needs to be more things like habitat for humanity for things other than "I need a home". Why cant there be other type of assistance programs that are proactive like things for auto repair. Mechanics that are willing to let people work in their show for services rendered. That can work for things like HVAC washer dryer repairs things like that too. There needs to be more things where people that don't just want a hand out but want a hand up (yes I said that lol) because I truly believe that there have got to be tons of people out there that never intended to get in their predicament but none the less are. The problem is too many people take advantage of people, and that's where things get squashed.

I'm going to start by setting up a meet-up group for those with anxiety, there are none here in Richmond and I bet there are only a few out there over all. Mostly I bet because people with anxiety are hiding from their  butterflies and hiding leads to non-action and that leads to a snowball that grows until it runs you over. There needs to be a beginning, some start-up to create something that can be a place that can help people that are going thought this shit.

I'm tired of being run over my my own snowballs but the "how to" do it part is the issue. when you have have spent you entire life running from everything, where do you start. Also what strength do you have left and how much more can you take because if you're like me you only stood up because you feel like you are running out of time. I am so thankful for my girlfriend, she has been huge in inspiring me to better myself.

My thoughts are bouncing all around my head, I feel like I have had 5 cups of coffee this morning but I have had nothing. This is how something as simple to normal people like auto repair can just derail life for some. I want to start a 501c that is there for the odd problems people find in life and they can network solutions tailored to the individual that just needs that hand up (said it again). I'm gonna get my car fixed, I will most likely try and do it myself with the help of google and youtube. I just hope my work is cool with me switching things around while I catch rides from coworkers and friends. Lets see where I get with my new boss (new as of today in fact)

I know that once I get myself fixed I can help so many people, I just need to find my groove  and get planted in it and then I will be able to do so much for others. I don't want people to get where I have gotten because they were too afraid or embarrassed to seek help, tell me how to head that one off at the pass and we will go far.